Assalamualaikum.


it's been a year gais, gais A YEAR ok i didnt update anything. *bigclap* it's supposed to be one post a year but i just skipped the 'tradisi' lol hahah. so please jgn cemuih kalau entry kalini panjang skit kihkih. 

bismillahirrahmanirrahim, lets get startedddd. fyi dis is my first update for this year and last year (2016) so probably i've a lot of stories to share gais. nak cerita semua pasal almost 17 months yg dah berlalu ni mmg 2 hari pun tk cukup, so i'll summarize some points up je ok. act i dont know where to start first, heh pity me.

nothing much happened in 2016, apa yg best 2016 ni ermm apa hah, lupa dh. i think it's zero since i really forgot wht has happened last year, but im pretty sure tkdak yg pelik2 sgt jadi 2016 (rasanyalah). everything was okay and peaceful :))
now lets move on, fyi me and all my '00 batch will face that killer exam in just less than 158 days and still i was like leklek lu weh, lambat gi do - (nak sedapkan hati seniri sebenaqnyaa) hahaha. kemon gais, if u didnt start anything yet till this day -- sure gais, kita geng. seppppp sikitttt ^^  act i've not much time to study for hours since all my belaaaafved tcers gave alot of hw, like srsly a LOT, no kidding weh. so i just ended up with doing tht gunung kinabalu punya hw dgn harapan buat hw tu kira study :'))  -my v desparate life
and also w/ a lot of classes, tuitions (pagi, ptg, malam, weekend, u name it, i have it ekeke)
but i really love wht im doin rn, cause i know what im doing rn is all for my future, for my family <3 eventho sometimes those things really make me sick but still semuanya bersebab, bertujuan. bkn sia2, kalauuu we try to make it worth. the question is how? how to make it worth? how to make all your hard works paid off? first of all, make up ur mind set first. the thing is u always anggap yg segala mak nenek tusyen, hw gunung kinabalu are really semak, u dont even know wht are those for. it's for ur spm, which leads ur future. yes, FUTURE = ur upcoming days. where ur real life begins. ( uni apa, kerja apa, rumah besaq mna, keta apa, brp byk duit nk bgi dekat parents, nk hantaq parents pi umrah/haji, kawin and so on) byk sangattt nk kna pikiaq. so gais, please remind urself that everything u do now is for ur future, to change ur future, eventho theres a lot of ppl yg spm tk berapa pun tapi duit kepok2 ja -- yaw gais, klau nak jadi org duit kepok2 tanpa cmerlang spm pun, at leasttttt put some effort laa sbb tkkan selama 14 tahun belajaq, berapa byk dh perabih duit nk tanggung hg belajaq saja and thats all u can give? at least make it worth ur parents' money, tenaga, and the last one harapan :)) usaha dulu, baru bleh cakap nk tawakkal.klau dh usaha tpi tkdapat jgk, isssokayy rezeki Allah luas, bkn dekat situ mungkin dkat lain, bkn skrg mungkin nnti, yg pasti, ada. cuma kita ja kna sntiasa jaga hubungan dgn pemberi rezeki.
and the others pepandai la pikir, ceramah2 motivasi belungguk dh ada sebut, sampai lali dgaq, smua berbalik kpd kita sama ada nk hadam btui2, atau dak.
- note to myself also -

and wht about me? my future? hahaha i still dont think yet, wht im sure is dis is my time to give back for every single thing tht they (parents and fams) did for me inshaallah, doa-doakanlah.
bab nk jadi apa, hmm srs konpius nk jadi apa, sat ni sat tu last2 terkuburrr juaa hahah. tgk sat muka ssuai jadi apa, jgn jadi bakal permaisuri hati anda sudahh kikiki jk jk #sispestimecuba #tlgjanganmuntahpelangi.
jadila apa2pun asalkan masyukk, berguna untuk fams, bangsa, agama dan negara eceewwwahhh ~~

 thts all for now, will merepek again soon. tunggu ja lah, mmg byk nk merepek nk crita since this is my last year as 'budak sekolah' hewhew. last but not least, happy fasting gais since it's ramadhan kareem yey no shy-torn but still we girls have 9 nafs to control hahaha. tetambah nafsu gossipss, astagfirullah jejaga girlss kurang pahala poshe tau.

okay byee,  will update again inshaallah.
assalamualaikum.

#littlereminder - "nothing worth having comes easy" so y not we just go for it :) xoxo

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some sweet memories in 2016 ..